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by Ryan Fisherman

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1.
Bailed 05:48
Well this morning I woke up and left my baby I woke up and I rolled right out of bed Yes I rolled and crept through the front door Before she could realize I was gone Was it wrong of me to believe I was doing the right thing Well it felt so good So good inside It was this morning that my baby Opened her goddamn eyes She rolled, so cold where he once lay Her pillow absorbed up all her tears It was hard for her to believe That the man she loved would leave But she knew somehow It was the right thing to do Well the man rode off to no sunset As he reached for a pack of reds under the seat He drove his sorry ass to the country Never to be seen or heard again He said darling can’t you see You just ain’t the one for me And I’ll leave you all on your own He said darling can’t you see You just ain’t the one for me And I left you all alone
2.
Observation 04:15
This ain’t a dream of such, more an observation of what life’s like Kick up the dust again, turn around and say goodbye It ain't no dig of such more an observation of what you’re like Repeating the joke again make us cringe and learn to cry Where’s your head at boy What’s your beef with life Cause I can’t bear to stand Another round of your lies How’s your life Have a drink my friend just relax, clear the mind Loosen the load again you only get one chance to die Where’s your head at boy What’s your beef with life Cause I can’t bear to stand Another round of your lies How’s your life This ain't a dream of such more an observation of what I’m like I feel a chill once more I close my eyes you say goodbye Take me home again, brother take me home I can’t bear to stand another life on your own How’s your life
3.
How Cool? 04:42
How cool are you sitting there thinking about what you do You got an eye on the puddle at your feet Are you trying to catch a glimpse of yourself How cool are you sitting there staring at yourself You got an eye on the prize and one on your life Are you trying to convince yourself Careful of what you say he’s got a blueprint already drawn Hell bring a knife to your door, put his foot on the floor Then he'll help you into your grave I said how cool are you, pulling all the strings that you do You got control of the game but no way to escape is it cool being a man like yourself But how true are you sitting there thinking about what you do You got an eye on the prize and one on your life Still trying to catch a glimpse at yourself Careful of what you say he’s got a blueprint already drawn Hell bring a knife to your door, put his foot on the floor Then he'll help you into your grave
4.
The Price 04:09
Quick snap as your mind resets the fear on your bones start to sink in Don’t look at me like you do, I ain't your fool but you made this wound Just tell yourself you’re not alone keep your feet on the ground and your head down low To every soul you scared to get your way And every back you stabbed to clear the way Well it’s not on my head and it’s the price you pay Feel your mind stretch away from your soul Left your body for dead and your conscious out cold Everything that you wanted to hear is defined by their faces and the tears they all share He looks at me like you do, I ain’t your fool but you made this wound Just tell yourself you’re not alone Keep your feet on the ground and your head goddamn low To every soul you scared to get your way And every back you stabbed to clear the way Well it’s not on my head and it’s the price you pay But that’s ok there's a price we all pay To every soul you scared to get your way And every man you fucked to clear the way Well it’s not on my head and it’s the price I pay But that's ok there's a price we all will pay Quick snap as your mind resets
5.
Father, the man within, a hand who raised us Set the bar to be How much is determined by the lines in our face It’s the ones that cross over Are intriguing to me The young man in him is the old man in me A blueprint you left me With shoes to grow in Just like my mother, I am a twin Sharing the same mould built by your hand Well your old man, taken by the drink The thought it scares you with in But you are a father, much different to him You draw the same blood A cut to the skin It’s the old man in me The young man in him is the old man in me When your body, oh it aches for rest When the pillars to your mind have collapsed You can close your eyes Just dream and listen
6.
Waiting, waiting for what Waiting for something the one thing I forgot And it’s pacing around in my mind Anticipating a call down the line I'm waiting in a space they called lost Clinging to all things in hope to get stuck And I'm waiting rolling the die Praying for the right cards just a light in the dark It’s freezing, freezing outside Cut off all feeling to the soul and the mind It’s got me down on my knees Broken and hurting, hope this pain will ease Waiting on something so what You think the mind can outstand the heart Boy keep dreaming just believing you are doing your part I was waiting on a thing they call love Seems that death took hold of your heart Now I'm waiting just waiting for what
7.
El Spicy 02:52
Oh here we go again, a tick tok too many has raised the blood in your head You feel stressed Right here right now Unwind the clock take back the breathe That made you into this mess The red in your skin Burns from within Your exterior look has no feel has no taste You feel flush you feel hot It’s a shameful disgrace A series of lines that's spills out from your mind A chemical enhancement that messed with your brain This social outing is the last thing you need Oh well, right now
8.
Down 03:00
Down how you feel, the walls are closing in on you my friend You try to tie your shoes with no lace It’s useless trying to recreate your day Depression got you down down in this hole Not one you dug but always seem to fall Don't let it take you down man, don't let go A never ending pit of all your woes It’s waiting for you Resonate with yourself, your feelings speak a lot about self doubt But it’s your head, heart and your mind That keep it pumping always on time So keep your head up high on the road Don’t let it take you man, no don’t let go Sometimes the things we fear aren't on point It’s useless trying to recreate your choices
9.
Dude just stop, quit racing the clock You clearly need help All these doors to brain that crossfade all this pain it’s your mind it's your head Let it out for your health Peace of mind you’re always searching Looking for something you never knew It’s gonna, take some time To rearrange the complications Of a mind in the blue I already told you once or twice, boy Don’t listen to the voice in your head Peace of mind, gotta be mindful of it It ain't over your head, not yet Peace of mind you gotta quit your searching Ain’t something your gonna find anytime soon Rest that head take a moment to sit upon it Check where your mind’s at Peace of mind you’re always searching Looking for something you never knew It’s gonna, take some time To rearrange the complications Of a mind in the blue Peace of mind you’re always searching Looking for something you never knew It’s gonna, take some time To rearrange the complications Of a mind in the blue
10.
Rua 02:29
When you turn your weary head there’s surely someone on the fray There ain't no need to shake those hands little brother Cause we’ll be waiting round the bend

credits

released May 15, 2020

Produced by Ben Edwards & Ryan Fisherman
Engineered by Josh Petrie & Ben Edwards
Mixed by Ben Edwards
Mastered by Ben Delaney

All songs written by Ryan Fisherman, co written by mental health.
All songs brought to life by…. (Big Breathe)
Joseph (Big Red), Slymon, Siminge, Bez, Woodsy, Abz, Jacko, Candi, Joshy, Gunner, Indi, Doprah, Paddy Steel, J Shanks, Floz, Rat, Liqs, Radam, Jus & Fam, Mar, Neeks, Booster & Bedwards

Track order & wisdom from Al & Delaney

Special thanks & love to Mum & Dad,
The Squids (Bait, Liqz, Burger, Willow, Lex, Parky, Boyer, Magon & Johns)
My twin brother Reuben,
Best Friend/Lover/Support/Care Taker - Eithne (Ettie)


“Thank’n You” - Bed Edwards

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